Soulspill
I don't want to love
I don't want to feel
emotion can hurt
to acknowledge makes it real.
But then
I climb into bed,
grab paper and pen
and everything spills over.
All my emotions,
my sadness and fear
flow onto the page
where no one can jeer
or laugh, at emotion
necessarily hidden
as I by tears
and guilt, am ridden
deep into my thoughts
imagination spun
with fantasies
in which we run
together, or merely be
two souls entwined, once you and me
now, in my mind, one.