Soulspill

I don't want to love

I don't want to feel

emotion can hurt

to acknowledge makes it real.

But then

I climb into bed,

grab paper and pen

and everything spills over.

All my emotions,

my sadness and fear

flow onto the page

where no one can jeer

or laugh, at emotion

necessarily hidden

as I by tears

and guilt, am ridden

deep into my thoughts

imagination spun

with fantasies

in which we run

together, or merely be

two souls entwined, once you and me

now, in my mind, one.