You may know me as SDOG1234(Steph),or many of my other nicknames that seem to pile up ^.^ I tend to be quiet,with outbursts of energy,which is probably why my poems are different from what(those who know me) would expect. This is actually my early work, later work is posted at my DeviantArt page...browse off my dA page at your own risk.Please visit the banner at the bottom,it leads to a poem I co-wrote.
Why (10-5-2004) Why did you do that? The simple thing you've caused, The hate you gave Seems like all was lost. Why did you lie? A simple thing that caused, Innocent lifes Lost a friend Why? You lost friends Friends who were there Would of cared For you Why did you die? Left me to fly Alone to cry You shouldn't of died
Then You Were Gone(10-21-2004) "You went away When you could of stayed Instead you left that day And then you were gone" "Why did you leave you should of stayed Be here today But then you were gone" "Why should life be lead this way with no trust somedays No place to stay Then you were gone" "When all seemed lost you came `round Brought me joy because you weren't gone" "Through the light Past the sound I could see you but yet you were gone" "I wondered when You've shown me that I could see you even if you're gone" "Even if you're gone"
Hurt (10-28-2004) I heard a sound A child's cry All around That night It wasn't her fault She lived that way, With wonder if She should run away No friends she had To care that day Learn about hurt She took in each day She went away A foggy day Gone from what Ruined her days Through all the hits Still she stayed One day she knew God would take her away To a place Safe & sound Where the hurt was gone All around
Friends (11/8-10/2004) We met that day,right away We could see We would be Friends When we met, T`was joy indeed I finally had A friend Until you came, I was just betrayed Lead astray By fakes The song we sing Through the fights Though never to part Friends Forever thou Never to part Even then Forever friends Although it seems We are alike In many ways Only we know
Fly Away (11-14-04) T`was that day I was betrayed Torn that way So fly away I was lost In all the hate I had to Fly away From all the hate directed at me I went that day Fly away
Pain (11-24-04) The sound I hear Makes me scared Why this? The child there Not aware Of what to be scared Pain The fear she holds The words she implies Her mom who died Her pain She sits Beside the grave Weeping gently From the pain When she leaves Quietly She can't release Her pain Now it's gone She got away From all her sorrow And all her pain
The Names (11-24-04) She put herself down Made her believe All these things,were true The names The lie she told About the names She couldn't believe That pain inside Caused those names She wouldn't stop Yet we wait For all the hate And names to stop She doesn't deserve Yet she thinks They are truth The names
Sorry (11-25-04) I went away Sorrow today Never to say Sorry The pain I feel Hate inside What you did Should make you sorry The strikes of anger Fear from me Why didn't you Say sorry Now you're gone It's not the same Now I'm happy You said...sorry
Upside Down (11-25-04) Upside down You turn my life around To a smile From a frown Inside out You're one of the greatest I've found Joy when we're together All around Upside,right We have fun each night Untill we part The party hasn't start All through town Fun when you're around Never to walk Without you Upside down It'll never be the same When you leave It's not the same
Jump,Smile,Frown (11-26-04) Jump,Smile,Frown Whenever you're around When daylight breaks Parting each day Jump for joy Whenever you're with me Smiles all around Never to frown
Weep Gentle (11-27-04 & 12-1-04) A child weeps, Softly at night Scared then of Tommorrow's light She doesn't know If she'll make it through this day with all the hate she faces each day She weeps...so gentle When someone creeps The lies they tell About her She continues to weep Never a friend Through all the dark Each day she just Weeps...gentle
Lost (12-12-04) Friendship was lost When you went away I could hardly think Barely stay You left Without word to most I couldn't stand it You'd be lost Between the pages Still near you are Not lost in this jumble Mess yet I'll try to understand, But the pain will always be deep Each time I'll get on I'll always to think Of the fun we had Before you `came lost Yet you won't be lost, I'll always know, There was a reason For you to go So I'll stay strong Keep thy thoughts alive, Maybe you'll come back You wouldn't be lost
Thy Kingdom (12-16-04) I long to go To a place so told Where happiness thrives Thy Kingdom Thy ruler there Powerful may be Yet all there enjoy The Kingdom......of Christ
My Life (12-16-04) Each day the same Torture & pain Trying to break Through the rain A silent lass Sits alone Hears the rumors Thrown around Yet still she finds A light in the dark To guide her through When all seems lost A sad child Who yearns for happier times When all the lies Stop from the other side She can't walk away Sadness building each day She just turns away And cries
How Can She? (12/19-20/04) A shy lass, Sits watching others Who hate her for Being born How can she pass Through all the hate With no one to care That she's even alive She stares at the ground Wondering what if she died Whould anyone care If she wasn't alive? How could she live How could she not Yet she'll never know Why all the hate?
If Only (12-31-04) If only this would pass The troubles that seem to last The reason I must try to find what's inside It seems I'm not good at writing what you want. If you could only see what I cannot I leave ye with these words, a simple phrase not to tend If only in this life, could this not end?
Reason (1-21-05) The feelings inside the reason behind Not always known Never out wide Reason for living if you should never live Reason for being the one not in You have a path though the course unknown Each & every day What's new unfolds Although it seems It'd be better without me Yet there's a reason For being me
Spring (1-30-05) A blossom blooms White,soft Bringing life to a new start Birds fly off Trees begin to sprout All is quiet Nature comes out
Success (2-1-05) I don't know why This feeling inside A burst of light begins a way A way to pass When all seems to fail To light the way When all seems dark I now know that all can succeed In the path they take where it may lead
Searching (2-4-05) I'm searching for a face Someone known better in past To find someone I once called friend I found a place that had that face I started to cry but it wasn't from joy You wouldn't speak No matter how hard I tried I searched so long And yet not know why I couldn't believe All the time I wished to see Always used to dream But your silence ruins thee My search wasted You don't care anymore I sit nearby yet,you act like I'm not alive
Peace (2-12-05) A gentle breeze floats through the trees Blowing softly For all peace Unlike us You just ran off From that day on I could hardly Breathe You were the melody to our song You were the leaf that stayed on my tree You were the bridge Over troubles long gone You were the peace The one who was strong Yet now the leaf Appears worn The calming peace Forever gone
He Knows Me (2-18-05) He calls out Though nowhere in sight Longing for me Yet I'm gone One who cares out of the few Always around Searching for me To laugh,to play To giggle with me To run away Knowing I'm free He still seeks me When I'm not there Asks about me Like he cares I've been here all his life It seems he knows all of mine When I'm at my worst He knows I am He'd be there If he can
Betrayed (2-26-05) An email came I opened it up What I saw was not what I thought I kept going back Hoping it changed Yet it didn't I was betrayed Tore a hole in a small heart The shock I recieved Burning hard I sat there & cried Silently through the night I couldn't leave Couldn't hide You'd laughed with me joined in the fun You lied to me Your evil deed now done I disappeared from places we enjoyed It's meaning unclear with you gone I talked it over with another "friend" We decided we were used in the end My heart still pangs as I write this down You ruined my trust of some of the best around
Starry,Starry Night (3-1-05) She cries Looks to the light Out the window Starry,stary night She sits,watches Mesmerised At what as seen through the starry,starry night All the thoughts Of recent events fly Out,out into the Starry,starry night She can finally think Finally cry As she sorts through problems Under the starry,starry sky
You Don't Know (3-1-05) You don't know What I'm really like What I always feel Because of Hate You don't know Why I can't sleep tight Why I cry through the night. You just don't like Me
Friend (3-1-05) You're always around When I'm down You always seem to Know If I'm not Talking at all You can find out What's wrong Because the rope, Unfrayed Still has chains to keep us together
The Lass (3-6-05) She stands alone Neglected,unspoken Just staring down at a river's bank She doesn't care about life anymore She just doesn't care At all A tear falls across her cheek She gazes around No one's there to care She walks along Following the river's path Then sits down to tired to think Did she deserve the life she had? Did she deserve to have a friend? She wouldn't speak Just gaze down Yet those who were left Searched around Why did she Feel this way Change how she was Become different? The girl sits still on the river's bank Trying to sort Daily pains The hate she had Each day she faced Then later at home Trying to keep a happy face She lights the fire In so many eyes She is the spirit Most despite She thinks farther still And starts to cry She had no friends Everyone thought she lied She shakes her head And leans against a tree There is no one like Her,but me
Frayed (3-7-05) The rope is frayed The bond gone Forever lost There was no change. Sure,she'd try to keep smiling,change her mind But inside Everything was the same She talked with you Everything's still the same Can't pretend that anything changed Stupid,stubborn An idiot She walks along Away Not to face problems She couldn't anyway She faces the end of a cliff She just can't stand it anymore Bad memories clear out Any good Does she have anything left? She shakes her head Jumps The rushing rapids Birds' songs overhead She lands on rocks Unconsious,but alive
Friend(less) (3-24-05) Staring,unmoving You're really not here Who were you? Once a friend I won't turn away Won't give in It pains me more if I never see you again Are you really my friend? I turn anyway Crying softly As I walk away Sitting near An open gate I try to sort Life's ways
Do You Remember? (5-1-05) Do you remember when we met, how we came to know You were chance I thought I had Do you remember, the secrets we shared You were the only one who knew me at all Do you recall the times that we had, Both the jokes, And the fights. It had brought us stronger together yet we Drifted apart, away from thee true. Do you remember me even though you're gone do you cry like I through the night? I've only made you suffer from this and in the end, it was right. What will happen,when my day comes, will I sit the all alone? Do you recall the same day before, When I couldn't be left alone. Do you remember you understood me, Didn't believe the lies Found the best of me And we would both cry You were the only one to understand my ways, know what to do or what to say. You never had a bad thing to say, You kept a smile to your face. Do you remember me, now that we have part? Remember as the way I was, Even though it may be dark Will you remember Me.Visit my co-wrote(& first one I wrote) poem:
