Should I wash away all my feelings.
Away with the whispering brook,
Or do I express myself,
In the way I have always wanted.
I may seem very shy.
But thats only because, I have
chosen to wash away all my feelings
of life, into the whispering brook.
There is something behind me,
On this dark and creepy night,
Although I cannot see thee,
I could see it, if it were light.
I know it is there because,
I can see a shadow of a speck,
I can feel its claws,
Running through my neck.
But do I scream,
Or do I just leave it,
I am coming apart at the seams,
I don’t want a first aid kit.
I can feel the pain,
Although I am bleeding,
Now I am totally lame,
People, please, start cleaning.
I do not want to leave a mess,
I do not want to die,
Maybe, this will get rid of my stress,
And I wonder who sent this spy.
I did not have this choice,
This was the last thing I said,
I have paid the ultimate price,
For now I am dead.
Drugs,
bad, expensive,
snifing, smoking, swallowing,
messes you up inside,
Death.
There once was a boy named Pat,
Who had a friend named Matt,
His friend was black,
But something he did not lack,
Was the friendship between he and Pat.
Guns,
deadly,
aim and shoot,
waiting, watching,
does the job quickly,
a direct hit,
screams of pain,
hopeless,
Death.
Should I jump, or not,
Would I survive, if I did,
Could I die or fly.
I once knew a guy named Spike,
Who wanted to beat up Mike,
I told him to stop,
Or one day, you’ll drop,
Because of my friend named Tike.
Marriage,
Love, joy,
Kissing, hugging, caring,
Sometimes good, or bad,
Divorce
No-one needs to know
Why i feel so low
But i trust you
So i’ll tell you, what is true
I have suffered my whole life
I almost ended it with a knife
But robbie, sweet robbie
You were here for me
When i needed you
Thank you for staying true
The moment i was going to end my life
With this sharp, jagged knife
I was bleeding, then i thought of you
Then i thought this can’t be true
I started to cry
And i began to ask myself why
Why, o why, do i want to die
Then i let out a big sigh
It wasn’t a friend that saved me that day
What it really was
Was the thoughts of you in my head
And that is why, i am not dead
Eternal Darkness
Eternal Pain
It drives me insane
Eternal Lonliness
Eternal Night
There is no end in sight
Breathe every breath, as if it were ur last
Live every moment to its fullest, it may be ur last
Cherish the one you love every moment together, for it may not Last another day
Help someone in need, for they deserve a chance
Love, and always be loved
I love you more
And nor
Do i care what other ppl think
I wont let my heart, my pride sink
Ur the greatest thing thats happened to me
I love you, pls set me free
Where would I be, without ur smiling face
i love you, but we need a pace
we need strength and passion
there is no pun
i hope that you'll stay true
to whom i'm faithful, is you
fuck me, love me
and you will see
i need you badly, i love you
please be forever true
I look at my wrists,
so sensitive and smoothe,
I see my viens just underneath,
pulsing with the very essence of our life,
i feel the blood flowing,
as my pulse starts growing,
i pull the sharpened knife closer,
and press it against the skin,
feeling the coldness of the blade,
on my warm blood-filled body,
as i press the blade harder and slide it along,
the skin begins to tear apart,
and blood slowly escapes from its prison,
quickly i drink it,
so therefore not wasting it
